New Blog layout

OK I know you would think if i had time to search for a new background that I would have time to write an entry here and there. Well, I am not sure why but sitting down and actually writing words to tell a story is not my thing. I love having the entries to remember what happen and when. Oh believe me I need them. I actually have started writing a journal for both my boys because i have the worst memory ever and have realized that I do onmber important things that have happen unless there is a picture or someone else tells me about it. It actually makes me a little sad! I mean there are things that Scott will say hey remember when this happen or when we said this and I will give him this blank stare. He says how can you not remember and Iill say i don't know??? Because I really don't know why I can not seem to remember anything. The worst is that i can not remember my childhood. Even though i been told well it was so horrible you are probably blocking everything so that you could be happy. That could be true but what do i tell the boys or reference back to. Who knows I guess I could just continue writing and use from today to build on. Oh yea I actually started the journal a year ago. I wrote about 4 entries and then stopped and just started back up again, almost exactly a year later. I wish that i was not so bad at these things. Like scrapbooking I have so much paper and pictures and kits to try and help me get started and it just has not happen. I am so bad that my mom actually bought me one of those photo books that has done all the work for you as far as scrapbooking, all you have to do is put the pictures in. Guess what I have not done that yet either..... OHHHHH how frustrating!!!! I have done something that i am pretty proud of. On my maternity leave I came to the conclusion that i am a pack rat. It has not gotten so out of hand that you can not walk in a room but I do have a problem or maybe it is an organizational problem. What ever it may be i went through my stuff and reorganized closets and bookcases and even the garage. Which is full of other peoples stuff and boxes. By the way, why does everyone seem to think that we are a storage unit? Does it say at the front of our house "Hey don't have room drop your stuff here for FREE" OK as i am writing i am realizing that i do like to write it is just getting started that is the problem. OK do we see a pattern, I am I lazy because i don't like to start things. I never realized that i was that way. Wow what a problem. Hummm now to fix it. I just found out that for some reason i am writing over stuff i wrote before when I make changes or add something so there are two spots where there are mistakes. Not sure how to fix them because it would mess up everything. Of course Well forgive me if my blog is not in order I am actually going to try and write entries and they will vary as to what I was thinking of that day or remembering.